about to transmute a copy of pokemon x for myself :) wish me luck
ok bad news my left leg is gone and so is my brother
If you aren’t following Cas’ Trench coat on twitter you are living life wrong
Jared Padalecki gave me his shirt at torcon. Some of you may have heard about this, but it’s like a game of tumblr telephone because apparently everyone heard the encounter differently. I just wanted to clarify a few things, even though I’m pretty sure everything that happened was a blur. (I have to type this on my phone so bear with me <3)
1. I did not, at any point, mention cutting myself. I’m not entirely sure where that came from, but I really REALLY appreciate the positivity and love that’s come from the SPN fandom from it. I know how difficult it is to deal with self harm, so I appreciate the love and support people have given, even though I did not say anything to him about self harm.
2. This was my very first convention, and I had a very emotional reaction to him due to the fact that I have been wanting to meet him for a decade. He is the person I was most nervous to meet because of how much he means to me. I know it’s cheesy as hell, but he is the most beautiful soul I’ve ever witnessed, and I was amazed at finally being near him.
3. I was not, in any way, expecting to cry in front of him. I managed to hold it together during our photo op earlier in the day, but during autographs I was actually given a second to say something I’d planned out and the minute I saw him, I broke down. Looking back on it, I only worry that people will think of me as weak, but I hope people can understand the impact that this man has had on my life (as I’m sure he’s had on many others).
4. The reason I got him to sign my arm was because I’m getting it tattooed on me. I was shaking like a leaf the entire time I talked to him, so I’m not even sure how I managed to get the words out, but he made a joke about his signature looking like a child’s and it was adorable in that “Jared” way.
5. What I said to him was simple, but it took so much for me to get it out. Having him holding my hand and looking at me, genuinely and sincerely touched…that was a look I’ll never be able to forget. I can only hope that everyone else who meets him gets to experience that look.
6. I had no idea he was going to give me the shirt and after it happened, I broke down so much more that I could barely breathe. I didn’t ask for it, I would never in a million years request special treatment by anyone. Jared is just amazing enough to offer it, because he has a huge heart.
I left the autographs and don’t remember much, but I was in a state of shock and panic. I basically had an anxiety attack (caused by happiness???) and my friend was my rock.
Luckily, she told me after, that she saw people reacting while waiting in line and everyone seemed extremely happy and touched by Jared’s generosity, which just goes to show you that the Supernatural fandom is a family. I am so thankful that you were all there for me, and I’m also very thankful for everyone who was moved by what happened. I don’t want this to be about “that girl who got Jared’s shirt literally off his back after a sob story”, I want it to be about Jared being a kind and loving person. Because he made the entire con for me.
(I only put the shirt on to take a quick photo, the arms are freakishly long on me. And yes, it is ripped lol)
I’ve always had this fantasy of being big in the world and causing good but knowing how this country is they’d probably slash me down bit-by-bit once they find my tumblr and how much fanfiction i own so i guess i’ll just stay at home.
do u even yawn so hard u can feel ur soul leaving ur body
ok guys this is officially the best pun the supernatural fandom has to offer. we are done. its been done. you can leave now.
tumblr wont crash when sherlock season 3 comes out
it wont crash when the hobbit 2 comes out
it wont crash when the doctor who 50th anniversary comes out
tumblr will crash when leonardo dicaprio gets his fucking oscar
it’s a catfish
While trying to find Chekov Bones stops to do some awesome doctoring
Beautiful Antique Staircase
“He’s shooting a film in my area right now, and he takes a ton of time when he has a break to meet & greet, sign, do photos. He’s a very nice guy. This is a friend of mine’s child.” (x)